Out of Reach

So, just to start out, if you haven't figured it out yet... Every new post has a title of the song I was listening to at the time of the posting. At the moment, its Out of Reach by The Get Up Kids. It's also a song that has to do with my life at the moment. I will tell all about this in this post. It will probably be a pretty long one due to the fact that, I have not written in a while. I have been super busy with work, school, and just being an 18 year old. Alright, so here we go. Let us hope that I DON'T remember anything or else you will be reading all night.....

Okie dokie, I left off on March 14th. That week, I don't really remember much. Except until on Saturday. I had a cheerleading competition in Canal Winchester. It conflicted with my friends concert. But luckily, after doing backflips and all, I made it to my gmas house to be able to get ready and make it to the concert on time. It took me awhile to find the place on Neil ave. but I found it. Chronicles played first and it was a fun show. I almost got hit in the face a few times! Woot! You can watch it here! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mj7aAXvyvEg
I'm the one in the crowd with the gay hair, in the bottom left corner. CHEA!

That concert went on forever, so some others and I including Tom, Tom's sister, and Tom's sister's friend all decided we were hungry. Tom stayed while the rest of us went in search for cheeseburgers. Aka Mcdonalds. We walked a very very long time and yet did not find anything. Yet I did run into an old friend of mine who was going to dinner for her prom. Small world!

She looked gorgeous. And I looked horrid. Look at me in my fastly thrown together outfit with my cheerleading makeup and hairdo. Chea, I'm pretty awesome? Atleast I'm represent'n mah friends! CHEA GOOOO CHRONICLES!

Alright. Anyways, so we couldn't find it on foot. We go back to my car where I find out I got a parking ticket. Hoooray. So, I was under the cheeseburger effect and I had a car ticket for $20 and my feet were killing me. Yeah, I was pissed. We drove around everywhere, went down to the hood, still didn't find anything. But, I thought I was going to get shot.. So, it was still an adventure.
We finally gave up and just went back to the show. We sat around and waited for it to be done, where then the entire band went to the McDonald's right outside of Canal Winchester. Oh god, I pigged out.. It was sooooo good. After that, I decided to drive BACK up to Canal to meet a good ol' WoW friend of mine named Queef. Aka Keith. He bitched at me for not playing WoW as much, and I bitched at him for never hanging out with me. We settled our scores by playing pool and drinking Kill Bills. Mmmm Delicious Gin, with apple schnapps and iceeeee. Afterwards, we listened to music, I played the drums, and we both took a moment of silence for the Rev of Avenged Sevenfold. Also, watched part of their dvd that I NEED to have. Then, it was hottub time. I wore nice holiday candy cane boxers and bra. Also added was nice Smirnoff. We talked and talked and drank and drank and goofed off while listening to awesome radio station. Also decided that we were gonna go to the Tegan and Sara concert together, I thought we weren't actually going to because we were drunk when we declared this... But I guess not.
Finished the night by falling asleep to Mario Brothers movie.

Next morning, we go out and get huge slushies from Speedway, and grab more Mcdonalds and watch Evil Dead. Lol great movie. SHE WAS RAPED BY THAT TREE! LITERALLY! Hah.

I then parted from the awesome weekend and went back home to my family. Cindy was out of town for the rest of the week, and I had nothing to do. And yet, I found plenty to do.
I just don't remember much.

Monday morning, I slept in. So, I actually woke up Monday afternoon. Didn't do much all day.. I think.. Maybe went to the cabin. I don't remember.
Tuesday, I decided that I was so pathetic, that I would make my stuffed animal Littlefoot..

A facebook! Yippee! Just so that I could be in a relationship with him. I thought it was hysterical. Then again, I'm a very weird girl once you get to know me. (This is where I add in, that lately, I have been more myself than I have for the past 3 years. So, if you met me last year, or the year before that, I'm much different now. I'm not afraid to be my silly goofy self again. :D) I also downloaded Legion and Gabriel that night. 2 Very good movies. After those, came Ginger Snaps. Gingersnaps= best/worst werewolf movie I have ever seen. And when I say "worst" I mean, fantastic.

Anyways, now we are to Wednesday the 24th of March. I got my very first Credit Card! WHOOPIEEE. My father is also linked to it so that he can put money in it in case of emergencies. And I can now add in the money I've been making to the account! Yess. I also went to work, and learned how to work the fitting rooms and greet the people in the front. This job has made me very outgoing and I love it. So yeah, did all that and afterwards my dad met me at the store where we bought new bathing suit at Victoria's Secret! Yayyyy. It's pretty sweet if I do say so myself. I don't have any good pictures of it at the moment, but you will be able to slightly see some when I upload the pictures about Kalahari. But yeah, went to cheerleading that night and got reunited with Cindy! Yippeeee. She then heads out with Ritchey to yet again have another talk about being unhealthy and whatnot, I don't know. Its like they "broke up"? I guess you could say. So yet again, they are back to not talking. Who knew that would ever happen?!?!...
I did I did!
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So, while they did that I went back to the cabin and chilled out there for a while waiting for her and others to come, and while doing so, I watched movies and chugged some wine coolers. So by the time Cindy got there, I was pretty tipsy. Then Drake, Greg, and Cody showed up and got the party started! YEAHHHH not really. They were all pretty much boring. I was the only one entertaining myself for a while. We all went on a car ride to get rum and vodka, but yeah. Went to the hottub, Drake joined me. But no one else wanted too. Gayyy. So we talked some. It was fun.

So, they all left, and the next morning Cindy and I wake up and go do some errands and yata yata. We decide to leave for Kalahari on Thursday so that we have a nice long weekend of waterparks! Yippeee.
Too bad on the way up there it was snowy death outside...


God, it took us 5-6 hours to go a 3 hour distance...
Whatever, the next day made up for it anyways.

Waterpark time! yay!! All day my mother decided to be the cool mom and give Cindy and I awesome drinks! Pina Coladas and Strawberry Daiquiris. Plus, going down waterslides. Hell yeah. We even got my mother to go down a big one!!!!

And more pictures of the weekend!


Yayyy cheerleading!

Drunk? I think so.

Lol this was our friend Luke. Cindy and I had gotten all dressed up to go to the Bar with my mom, but turns out it wasn't an 18 and up bar. Just 21. So we sat out by a fire and met with friends. Whom we shared some alcohol with. Cindy and I had shown my mother that we brought the Rum and Vodka from the previous drinking day for us, and shared it with her. Even bought all of us shot glasses! Lol it was my mothers birthday so she deserved one! My delicious pineapple rum/orange juice mix was delicious, where as Cindy only wanted to drink Vodka. That is where she went wrong.

Next morning, Cindy's head was buried in the toilet. My mom asked me if I was alright, and I said that I was fine. She gave a weird look but then shrugged. I think she thought that I SHOULD have been hungover like Cindy, but oh well. Cindy went to Sam's and I stayed at Waterpark for a bit longer so I could read and randomly talk to Luke. haha All and all, good weekend.

Then, I had no more cheerleading after that... Sorta sad. Sorta not. Which reminds me... My senior year, last year of cheerleading, and we got!!!!... Last fucking place. Lets just say I went up to get the trophy sat down, and cried for a very long time. Mainly cause I was pissed. Then I had people hugging me and rubbing my back which just kinda pissed me off a bit more (I mean, I care that they did that, but seriously, I didn't want to be around people.) Ended up pissing Cindy off for a while, but we talked about it, and then the drinking began. lol

Okay, so then that Tuesday.. SAVANNAH SHOWED UP AND SURPRISED ME AT THE STUDIO! YAYYY. We ended up staying together at her aunt house.. And guess what we did?...


We drank. And I rode an Electronic, voice activated, fuzzy pony!!!!!
We also jumped on the trampoline and played popcorn and then person showed up and ruined my night. A few close friends know who.

Anyways, Fml.

Woke up and went home. Went to work but got off early and went to Tegan and Sara concert that evening. It was great to see them again. Steel Train also opened for them, which was pretty cool. They sang a good song to finish it too!

So First picture, Steel Train. Second, Tegan and Sara.
It was a funny concert because there was some fat chick in front of me dancing all weird like and smelled really bad. That part wasn't funny, but it was funny when I got to move foward and that girl got stuck in front of Keith. Haha, his face was hilarious. And I just kept laughing. Hahahah, I should have taken a picture. It was priceless.

That Saturday, I had work. But then when I got off work, my mother met me at my Gmas house in Cbus and we went shopping at marshalls! yayy. I got new lacy shirt, some cute undergarments, shoes and new dress! Here is new dress!

Chea, I love my heels. Anyways, we met with mother's friend at cool bar in downtown Columbus. Called 11 or something like that. Sat outside under heated place. So although we were outside in the cold, we were also under nice heaters. Oh yeahh. Mothers friend (Debbie) brought her daughter who is my age and also in post secondary (Nicole). Who also brought her army friend. I don't remember his name. But oh well, it was still a nice time with very delicious calamari, good company, and amazing atmosphere.

And now, to the amazing part.
During this entire time, I was texting my old friend, Josh Wentz, that I met in 9th grade. We used to talk all the time, on the phone, on the computer, and texting. Hung out at the fairgrounds once. Well, after I got a boyfriend, and forgot my password the myspace account that I had, and had to add him to the newest one.. But I ended up deleting that one, so we stopped talking for a while. Something happened, and he had a new phone or something. By that time, he went off to the army. And we didn't speak for a long time. Then, out of no where, he added me to facebook! I was so surprised to see his face and name. And we've been talking ever since. Got the phone numbers and talk on the webcam all the time. He's stationed in Kansas at the moment. But, the more and more we talk, the more and more we start to like eachother. One night, we finally told eachother, and then things progressed from then on. :) So in other words, I've been pretty much extremely happy. I did have to end the marriage with Littlefoot... But Littlefoot will always been in my life.. He's still my cuddle buddy forever.

(Lol at his bald head. jk ;D)
He basically just got super jealous of what Littlefoot and I had, so he convinced me to fly all the way out to Kansas just to see him. Bought my tickets and everything.No Littlefoot allowed unfortunately :(
So yeah, for the weekend of May 27th, I will be flying to Kansas :) And while there, I will be watching movies, playing video games, camping, fishing, drinking, theme parks, museums and more. So, while I'm having this awesome time, I am also going to miss Chronicles home show, missing my best friends graduation party and my very own graduation.
That sucks that I won't be able to see my friends play. :(
I feel very very terrible about the graduation party. :'(
But not walking at my graduation? I couldn't give a fuck.
I hate my highschool. And don't like alot of the people who I'm supposed to be graduating with. So, yeah. Send me the stuff in the mail! :D
Our relationship is "officially unofficial" meaning, its facebook official. But its not totally official that we are together until he asks me in person when I get to Kansas. :D
48 days and I get to see him. :)

And of course, everyone in my family besides my mother and I are freaking out. Grandma says, "Your gonna get gang raped" - by all the people in the ARMY. wtf gramma? Really?
Aunt Melanie says, "Your gonna get picked up, get addicted to drugs and be in the sex slave industries."
And now they all have my Grandfather! Whom I don't really have a relationship with, freaked out. Telling my mother his opinion. I swear to god, I know Josh is who he says he is. I know he's an actual person. I've known him longer than any other guy. I'm not stupid. I would never let anyone traffic me. I'm not as dumb as these other young girls travelling. I know what to do.. Lol Calm down people.
They are also all pissed that we have yet to tell my father. He's gonna be furious. I mean, we never told him about my trip to Chicago last fall. But uhh, we kinda HAVE to tell him about this.
We are NOT gonna tell him this early, or else we will have to be sitting around the house for the next 48 days listening to him bitch and complain and be pissed at everyone.
Yeah, Hey gma, gpa, and aunt, how about you guys tell him and then live with him for the next 48 days.

Yeah, fuck that.
I'll tell him like, the day before I leave. Haha, or maybe even after I leave.
I don't know. Depends on what my mother and I decide.
I pretty much love her <3 :)

So, that is pretty much it besides a couple things I missed. Like, learning how to use the cash register for work. And fitness pilates class and foundations combo class that I took at Lifetime fitness on Sawmill. aka Me getting buff? aka me being sore as hell... Atleast I'll get in shape more by doing so! And I won't feel as lazy since I'm not in cheer anymore.

So yeah, I think that pretty much covers it about my life. I'm sure I missed out more, but I won't bore you guys with my life anymore. Even though its not really boring. But still. ahah. It's a pretty long post. :P

Lastly, I will post my newest playlist that I have made in my iTunes. It's the greatest and has to do with a certain guy and I and the songs we send to eachother. :)


1. Wake Up (Acoustic) - Coheed & Cambria
2. The Man I Am - The Scene Aesthetic
3. Boats and Birds - The Scene Aesthetic
4. Far Away - Nickleback (Lol nickleback. I know, but hey, its a good song)
5. Sunsets and Car Crashes - The Spill Canvas
6. Love Me Like The World Is Ending - Ben Lee
7. Love Is All You Need - J0hnny
8. Love You Til The End - The Pogues
9. Out of Reach - The Get Up Kids
10. Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold <3 Favorite song since 8th grade, still hasn't changed.
11. Humans - The Scene Aesthetic
12. If I Ever Leave This World Alive - Flogging Molly
13. No Other Love - Chuck Prophet


And its still growing :) Its a great playlist. haha