The Walls are coming Down

Ight, so since the last post (which didn't mean much) a bunch has happened. Go figure.

BUT DUDE, I WATCHED THIS. I LOVE IT.

Hell yeah, that's the old school Clash of the Titans. Don't you wish you were as cool as me? Taking pictures of the movies you downloaded off your computer with your camera phone? Yeah, I'm awesome.

Anyways, I'm just going to narrow alot of it down into a small post this time. Because, for the past couple days I've been in a weird state-of-mind. Like, one eye is in another dimension, and the other is looking around confused. Yeah, its that weird. My brain is foggy. I don't really like this much at all. It's making me sit in my room with nothing to do. I think I might be going slightly insane? Ha, oh well.

Ight, soooo if I can remember right, a couple days after that post of that girl (bahah) I continued to live life and have fun. So lets start with this small new fact about me:

I wish I had

heterochromia.

Lol cause its that awesome...



I also have gauged my ears. I have me some 6s in at the moment, and they are lime green and white. I love them. Although, I'm going up another size here soon when I decide to buy some new ones.

I also now have enough credits to graduate. My .3333 credits of science was taken care of, thank god. Now, I NEVER have to set foot in that stupid highschool ever again. And I am super excited about this. Hello diploma, and hello Columbus (which brings me to another topic that saddens me a bit... but I can't really do much about it..).

On an even better point: Audrey and I are friends again! Lmao. But, everyone who knows us, knew it would happen at some point or another. So go figure on that one. So, on May the 14th (after work), I drove out to McArthur to see her. By the time I got to where she was.. Trashed.
But, it was hilarious. Me being the only sober one there = me having a fun time. I told her to do a handstand, she almost did but I decided to push her over before she hurt herself. Then I told her to do a roll, and then quickly told her not too. I wanted to entertain myself, but I didn't want to see my best friend get killed. I hid the alcohol, told her she left it outside, and then sat and laughed at her. It was pretty good. But, I then decided to go all the way back home to sleep.

The next day, the plans were to take bellyvdancing classes with my mother all day. Too bad they invited me back to go four wheeling. And at the mention of those, I HAVE to go. I just can't stay away from them. I know that when I have my own place, I will own a badass 4 wheeler. And I will not share with anyone. So, we went four wheeling.. Through lots of mud. Fun times of mud in the mouth, thorn bushes, logs, sticks, bruises, bug bites, and jarring of the arm. But dude, not going to lie, it was freaking fantastic. I love those things.

Soo, I went four wheeling all day. Went airborne inside of a real fast car. And then ended the night with drinking one of my new favorite drinks. I don't remember what exactly it was, but it was some kind of red gin I think, and orange juice. Oh man, it was so good. I drank them so fast.
Which then means: I got real drunk.
And then Audrey was the one laughing at me. All I wanted to do was drive the 4 wheelers. But we had run out of gas. I was flipping out. I reallllly wanted to ride them. Its all good though. Stayed up late, listened to music, talked, watched lots of youtube videos. Then bed.

I then wake up, shower, and then go 4 wheeling again. Audrey and Brandon ended up leaving, and I stayed and learned how to ride a different 4 wheeler. Meaning, I now know how to drive a "standard" ATV. Oh man, I felt so cool. Drove that around alone. Chyea.

Too bad that by the end of the night, I felt really bad because I forgot that I had promised my little brother I would take him to see Ironman 2 :( He cried! I felt terrible....
So I promised him a ranger ride and movies later on in the week.

So blah blah blah, my week went by rather slow. With doing nothing but sitting on the computer, listening to music, watching movies, and eating subway. Oh god, I love subway. Every day of the week. Mmm.

On Monday the 17th, I chilled a bit at Cindy's house. This was the day after 4 wheeling so my hips were acting up. Meaning, every time I moved I screamed in pain. Luckily, I still have my crutches. My hips will never stop me from 4 wheeling and having fun. No way. So, with this in mind... We saw those damn dogs who killed poor poor Toby. And let me tell you, Cindy, Andy and I were on a rampage. Andy got the AR 15 out, Cindy got her dads hand gun, and I got my huge knife. When Andy couldn't see them, he sent Cindy and I out on a mission. Search and Destroy. Oh, we searched. I even found dog prints, that we followed. We followed the tracks, searched for more, looked for paths that they would have walked, followed deer trails everywhere, followed tuffs of fur on fences, listened for their barks, everything you can think of. We were dead set on finding these beasts and killing. We tracked them on foot for many hours. Until it started to get dark and we realized that the dogs had lead us in a circle... Clever dogs..
So, we had failed, but we had an awesome time doing it. Even if my hip was shot. We then get Little Caesar's pizza and watch The Prestige. Batman = Alfred? Alfred = Magician? Batman = Magician? WHAT? I was confused when Batman Alfred was telling the Prestige Alfred what to do. Considering Prestige Alfred is Batman, and is supposed to boss Alfred around. Hm.

Tuesday came by and I found out that... AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS HAVING A NEW ALBUM OUT IN JULY. AND THEY JUST HAD A NEW SONG COME OUT! EEEEEEKK! Gah. I love them so freaking much.



And I also hung out with a girl I never thought I would hang out with. My ex-boyfriends, pregnant ex-girlfriend. But, she's actually pretty cool. Even if she IS 15. Lol
I mean that in a funny way by the way.

We drove to my cabin to realize that the key I had made, was the wrong key and wouldn't unlock the door. >.< So we decided to just sit out and talk the entire time while it was raining. We waited for the rain to stop and then went to eat subway. Afterward, she showed me her adorable little pug mix named Frank. This is him playing with my keys. D'awwww :3



Then I didn't do anything on Wednesday but watch movies and sit around loosing my mind. Oh well.

But today... Oh today... Took my brother over to Cindy's to go on a ranger ride. We show up and Cindy shows us the power of a powerwashing machine. On a wooden deck. She then attempted to kill a bumblebee with it. But somehow, the bastard kept coming back. I don't know how it lived that, but he kept coming back..... We then go inside and sit for a while, when Andy tells us to come outside. And when we open the door, there sitting on the front porch, was Cindy's graduation present...


Needless to say, I was jealous as fuck... I then texted my dad with many pictures, and told him I would rather have a red one than a trip to Europe. I mean, how badass would Cindy and I look riding these things around town??? Pretty freaking badass if you ask me. Cindy on her blue one, and me on my red one. Gah, best friends forever. I really hope my parents decide to spoil me.. To bad that won't happen. I'll have to save up myself.. >.<



poor buddy has poison ivy on his cheeks ;(



It got late, and Kyle still had school the next morning. Awe, I love my little brother! <3

Also, while doodling on my skin today.. I drew this.



Its bad, but I decided that I want it as a tattoo. The deathbat. Maybe get a lyric under it. I want it soooo bad. So, it will happen someday. After my next "Seize the Day" tattoo. And possibly my next peircing. Hmm.

So much money being spent. Ehh oh well. :)

"Imagination, Life is your creation!"
-This song is playing for some odd reason on my iTunes now.... damnit.

One last thing, I have 6 days exactly until I get to see Josh. So that is 6 days until I fly alone to Kansas.... I'm kinda freaking out about that..
But I'm really freaking excited to see him damnit. :)

Burning Heretics

I wonder how many times in life I can repeat the words, "I hate this town."
I know that I might have set a record for it, because I'm pretty sure I started saying that in, lets see...... Middle school? Yeah, that sounds about right.

I would like to show you one reason why I hate this town. This is a girl, whom I'm guessing really has no life. And sits and wallows in her own self pity. I have blocked her from Facebook AND Myspace. You would think that a girl would get a hint since she "can't believe" that I'm 18 and she "is smarter" than me. Even though I am graduating high school as a sophomore in college with a communications major, a job, and a happy happy life. I told her to think whatever she wanted...

After a long period of time without talking to her, I completely forgot about her. I don't talk to anyone she is associated with. I really don't care about her existence on this planet. And yet, after months of not "speaking" she decides (since she can't talk to me on her myspace or facebook) to get on her friend's boyfriend's myspace to find me and send me this comment...

"You are a stupid fucking cunt, who needs to die of an STD! You should go kill your self because you fuck other peoples boyfriends! Go jump off a bridge Please and Thank you bitch...

You ever wanna meet feel free to text me or stop by my place bc u know where it it!

I'm sure you know who this it lmao.."

I'm hoping she is drunk, so I don't have to correct her spelling and whatnot. But then again, it seems like her grammar is the same as it always is... Terrible. So, I'm not stooping down to her level to cuss her out or anything of the sort. I would much rather just post this to let people know more reasons why I don't want to Walk in graduation with the rest of my class, and why I don't like this small town.
(and let me add, this is a public comment on my Myspace. So, it does not include any of the messages on Facebook, Myspace, or texts that I have received on my phone.)

It is really, really pathetic. And I would just like to point that out.

So keep the hate mail coming, because the most it does is make me feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for you because you had to grow up in a shitty household in the middle of a town of hicks. It got to your head, and now it has given you the disease of "Loganite-ism". It is a mental disease that doctors cannot fix. It will probably make you stay in this town for the rest of your godforsaken life. And THAT is why I feel sorry for you. You will never make a name for yourself. You will never go anywhere in life. So, good luck with everything, and I really hope you will just leave me alone already. Please and Thanks =]

New Born

So, in recent days, the amazing Kacey has been in a very different kind of mood. Always happy. I mean, she has an fun job with nice people. She has amazing friends. An awesome boyfriend. A planned trip coming up. And money to spend! Yes!

Between saving up for her trip, and saving up for her new upcoming tattoo, she still has some money to spend (if she has gas in her car).

And so, to try something crazy new, she spent her money.

Now everyone who knows her, knows that she loves to do new things to her hair.




She has had parts of her hair blonde, green, blue, teal, pink, and purple. Her head was orange in 7th grade. Burgandy in 8th grade. Almost black in 9th. And has many amazing hair styles. Kacey always knows how to make her hair look pretty awesome. She likes the fact that her hair salon knows her as the bold unique girl who loves change. Well, just yesterday she did something very bold. Something she has never done before...


She turned into a blonde. And she likes it very much. So does her mother, best friend, friends, and boyfriend.

So starts the blonde jokes, but then again... Blondes do have more fun ;)

So be prepared for a Crazy Kacey running around on the loose this summer. She could be anywhere.

Keep your eyes open for that crazy hair.

M. I. A.

A moment of silence please for one of the best cats in the world to ever live. Toby, our dear friend who lived at the house of the Horns, has passed away. Not willingly, might I add. He was murdered..
Murdered by a team of 2 boxers running loose in the woods near the Horn residence.

Lets just say, Toby will not have died in vain. He will be avenged. If the local dog warden won't do anything about it, then Cindy and I will. With her AR-15. And it will be very, very messy.

I have a feeling this will happen, mainly because Cindy and I drove around and asked neighbors if they have seen these dog menaces. And indeed they have. They tried to attack a young baby girl. And they pinned up an old man against a garage. He had to beat them with a a shovel for them to go away. They have also taken the life of another pet cat. So, it will more than likely be up to Cindy and I to get rid of these dogs.

We did find a place that looked rather suspicious for owning the dogs. We pulled up to a white trailer trash trailer home. Garbage all over the front porch, disgustingly dirty house, and -go figure- 15 dogs running around in the worst conditions. Some looked starved, some looked pregnant, and they just looked miserable. We pulled up and 5 dogs must have come out of the bush, just looking for help. 8 of them were locked in a fenced in area, and they were all dirty as hell. And at this moment in time, I really wanted to re-live my childhood fantasy and turn into an Animal Cop. And be just like Annemarie Lucas. She used to be my hero, until some more recent news that I have just found out. But, she was still a good role-model for me, and I seriously wanted to be an Animal Cop, just so I could put people in jail for being disgusting trashy people who didn't take care of their pets. Seriously! Why have pets if you can't take care of them? It's cruel and inhumane, and people should be punished for such stupidity.

Anyways, Cindy and I have yet to start the tree house that we said we would build, but there is yet another place to sit and wait. It's an actual hunting place too. So, its perfect. We already took the liberty of cooking up bacon on the grill to attract them. We have failed in the attempt, but we will continue our search.

No matter what, Toby will be avenged. He can count on it. We won't let this go on any longer. Something needs to happen.

I loved that damn cat. And so did Cindy. Do you know how horrible it is to see your best friend break down into a frenzy of tears, screaming, and madness? And not being able to do much about it? It's scary. My dog even ran away in fear when she heard the cries of a mourning Cindy. My best advice if you were to ever come across this, don't be in close range or something might be thrown in your direction. Not that this happened, but it could be a possibility. I mean, if something were to happen to one of my animals, I'm sure it would be the same situation for me. Although, I would be even more upset, because I don't have a gun to kill those bastards with. So, send your condolences to my Sister and my second parents.

Don't worry Toby. We will finish it.

And now, another moment of peace for Toby.. We all loved you dearly.

Here are some pictures of him I had on my phone. I realized that he has more pictures on my phone than my own animals do..

Here he is cuddling on the insides of my legs.



And here he is on his favorite chair in the living room..




Cuddling with me yet again...





Yet again, his favorite chair.


Second favorite chair, in Andy's office. Where he watches Kitty porn..





And my favorite, cuddling along side me.




R.I.P. Toby ;(