Okay, so this post isn't going to be about anything special. Minus the awesome Title.
This post is just to tell everyone that I have no idea when or if I'll ever post on here again. I found a new website for blogging, and it seems pretty cool. And if you are a facebook friend of mine, you can probably see with all the updates, where my new blog is.
Click the word Transported to be magically transported to this new and exciting blog of mine. It's called Tedious Thoughts. Mainly just because nothing specific is going on there. Just some random things that I come across in a day's time. I'll probably update it much more than I ever update this. It's just more fun to use. Sorry, Blogger. We had some good times. T_T
But, gotta make room for the better times ^_^
MIGHTY MORPHING POWER RANGERSSSSSS
;)
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
The Wicked End
To start out, I'm just writing this to keep me sane for a short period of time. To keep my mind working so I don't get to thinking about things that I don't want to think about at the moment. So I'll just write a new blog telling everyone about how boring and lifeless my life has been in the past couple weeks.
Well, my tattoos are healed and looking pretty amazing. Not gonna lie. I absolutely love them. The redness in the middle of my circle has faded and now its only a slightly pink color, but considering the fact that my skin is so pale and can turn pink at any moment for no apparent reason, it looks like a normal circle. Which is good. The doves look amazing. Every single time I wear a tanktop, I see the wings. So pretty. Has to be my favorite tattoo so far.
Going on to the pathetic part of my life. Well, Cindy left for her backpacking trip around Europe just a couple days ago. And a couple days before that, Josh had to turn in his cell phone while he's out in the middle of nowhere doing military stuff. And on top of that, Audrey left on Saturday to go to California as well. Which means, I'm stuck here in this house with no one to talk to. Except for friends on facebook, who all live in Columbus. Greatttt. So yeah, pretty lonely over here.
Sooo, I decided to get to reading my books that took a while for me to read. I go through phases of reading and not reading. And when I DO read... I really read. Within the past 5 days I have read 3 medium sized books. And am in the middle of finishing a new one. Yesterday, I went to the mall for the soul purpose of buying the next book in 2 different series I'm reading, plus another book. I found them all within a minute, and checked out at the register within 2 minutes. Went home, read, made food, read, watched a movie with my mom while reading, went to bed, read, slept. It was not a restful sleep might I add. Due to the fact that when I read books, my mind doesn't stop imagining things that will happen in the book or anything. Its like a constant movie is playing in my head until the book is done. But the thing about these books I'm reading, they aren't done. There is always a cliff hanger thing. And it never stops. There's always another book that is coming out. So, my mind has been going crazy. When I read books, I really get into them. I mean, I get goosebumps at parts, my blood boils at other times. I scream, I yell, I cry, I get happy, any emotion you can think of, I probably experienced it while reading a book. People get all emotional and shit about movies, and don't get me wrong, I do too. But its magnified times 10 for me when I read a book. And these books, have been crazy.
And it doesn't help that these books are filled with alot of crazy shit. So my dreams have been crazy. I had a nightmare the other day where there was a terrible car accident that was meant to kill my mother and I, but we escaped to my grandmothers house in Columbus with my brothers. And just as my mom and brother Kenton were about to go outside to the car, there was a terrible drive-by with machine guns and everything. My little buddy brother Kyle and I jumped out the back door while we listened in terror the screams of my mother, brother, and grandma. And the laughs of the men with the guns and trench coats. Other stuff happened in the dream, but I was so scared that I woke up in a cold sweat. Yeah, wtf.
The day before that, I also had a crazy dream. But I don't remember it as well. The cause of it was more then likely the fact that I watched Dear John by myself in an empty house. For any one else, it might not be that bad. But it wasn't good for me. I miss Josh, and that movie didn't help me one bit. Needless to say, I cried the entire movie and then couldn't sleep for the longest time. Couldn't get comfortable in my own bed. The most comfortable bed in the entire world, and I couldn't get comfortable. I swear, I rolled in circles for an hour.
Kinda like today. I've been so sleep deprived that I HAD to sleep during the day to function correctly. So, I stayed out in the sun all day to get really tired. And it worked. So I went to bed, and woke up with pillows everywhere. All over the floor at the head of my bed and underneath me. Just everywhere. Signs of the fact that I rolled around in my sleep again. Oh well though, I slept.
So much stuff on my mind its taking a toll on me. I need my life back in order.
Its not going to help me tonight that I just watched the new episode of True Blood.
And of course, it ended on a stupid fucking scene. Where I have no idea what is going to happen next.
I. Fucking. Hate. Cliff. Hangers.
I'm getting pretty sick of them actually. Everywhere I go. For True Blood, I have to wait another week to find out whats going to happen to Sookie, Bill, Eric, and L.C. in the next episode, but for these books, I have to wait another couple months or so until the next book comes out... I don't want to wait that fucking long cause then I forget what happened in the first 7 books.
Or the first 4 books.
So, until those come out, I'm going to have to start a new series. And I know that this series already has alot of books out, so I'll be good for a while. Until that runs out. Then I'll have Anne Rice to fall back on. Thank god.
The only reason I'm not going insane with being at home all the time, not working, not being with friends, not eating correctly, all this great amazing shit, is that I'm reading books again. Keeping my mind occupied.. Most of the time.
This post was just me ranting a long time for no reason other than to get some stuff out of my mind and out in the public for people to see. Even if it is 2 handfuls of people who I know read it. Its all good. Atleast I told random people. Makes me feel slightly better.
"Fate is nothing but the deeds committed in a prior state of existence." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Well, my tattoos are healed and looking pretty amazing. Not gonna lie. I absolutely love them. The redness in the middle of my circle has faded and now its only a slightly pink color, but considering the fact that my skin is so pale and can turn pink at any moment for no apparent reason, it looks like a normal circle. Which is good. The doves look amazing. Every single time I wear a tanktop, I see the wings. So pretty. Has to be my favorite tattoo so far.
Going on to the pathetic part of my life. Well, Cindy left for her backpacking trip around Europe just a couple days ago. And a couple days before that, Josh had to turn in his cell phone while he's out in the middle of nowhere doing military stuff. And on top of that, Audrey left on Saturday to go to California as well. Which means, I'm stuck here in this house with no one to talk to. Except for friends on facebook, who all live in Columbus. Greatttt. So yeah, pretty lonely over here.
Sooo, I decided to get to reading my books that took a while for me to read. I go through phases of reading and not reading. And when I DO read... I really read. Within the past 5 days I have read 3 medium sized books. And am in the middle of finishing a new one. Yesterday, I went to the mall for the soul purpose of buying the next book in 2 different series I'm reading, plus another book. I found them all within a minute, and checked out at the register within 2 minutes. Went home, read, made food, read, watched a movie with my mom while reading, went to bed, read, slept. It was not a restful sleep might I add. Due to the fact that when I read books, my mind doesn't stop imagining things that will happen in the book or anything. Its like a constant movie is playing in my head until the book is done. But the thing about these books I'm reading, they aren't done. There is always a cliff hanger thing. And it never stops. There's always another book that is coming out. So, my mind has been going crazy. When I read books, I really get into them. I mean, I get goosebumps at parts, my blood boils at other times. I scream, I yell, I cry, I get happy, any emotion you can think of, I probably experienced it while reading a book. People get all emotional and shit about movies, and don't get me wrong, I do too. But its magnified times 10 for me when I read a book. And these books, have been crazy.
And it doesn't help that these books are filled with alot of crazy shit. So my dreams have been crazy. I had a nightmare the other day where there was a terrible car accident that was meant to kill my mother and I, but we escaped to my grandmothers house in Columbus with my brothers. And just as my mom and brother Kenton were about to go outside to the car, there was a terrible drive-by with machine guns and everything. My little buddy brother Kyle and I jumped out the back door while we listened in terror the screams of my mother, brother, and grandma. And the laughs of the men with the guns and trench coats. Other stuff happened in the dream, but I was so scared that I woke up in a cold sweat. Yeah, wtf.
The day before that, I also had a crazy dream. But I don't remember it as well. The cause of it was more then likely the fact that I watched Dear John by myself in an empty house. For any one else, it might not be that bad. But it wasn't good for me. I miss Josh, and that movie didn't help me one bit. Needless to say, I cried the entire movie and then couldn't sleep for the longest time. Couldn't get comfortable in my own bed. The most comfortable bed in the entire world, and I couldn't get comfortable. I swear, I rolled in circles for an hour.
Kinda like today. I've been so sleep deprived that I HAD to sleep during the day to function correctly. So, I stayed out in the sun all day to get really tired. And it worked. So I went to bed, and woke up with pillows everywhere. All over the floor at the head of my bed and underneath me. Just everywhere. Signs of the fact that I rolled around in my sleep again. Oh well though, I slept.
So much stuff on my mind its taking a toll on me. I need my life back in order.
Its not going to help me tonight that I just watched the new episode of True Blood.
And of course, it ended on a stupid fucking scene. Where I have no idea what is going to happen next.
I. Fucking. Hate. Cliff. Hangers.
I'm getting pretty sick of them actually. Everywhere I go. For True Blood, I have to wait another week to find out whats going to happen to Sookie, Bill, Eric, and L.C. in the next episode, but for these books, I have to wait another couple months or so until the next book comes out... I don't want to wait that fucking long cause then I forget what happened in the first 7 books.
Or the first 4 books.
So, until those come out, I'm going to have to start a new series. And I know that this series already has alot of books out, so I'll be good for a while. Until that runs out. Then I'll have Anne Rice to fall back on. Thank god.
The only reason I'm not going insane with being at home all the time, not working, not being with friends, not eating correctly, all this great amazing shit, is that I'm reading books again. Keeping my mind occupied.. Most of the time.
This post was just me ranting a long time for no reason other than to get some stuff out of my mind and out in the public for people to see. Even if it is 2 handfuls of people who I know read it. Its all good. Atleast I told random people. Makes me feel slightly better.
"Fate is nothing but the deeds committed in a prior state of existence." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Friday, May 21, 2010
The Walls are coming Down
Ight, so since the last post (which didn't mean much) a bunch has happened. Go figure.
BUT DUDE, I WATCHED THIS. I LOVE IT.
Hell yeah, that's the old school Clash of the Titans. Don't you wish you were as cool as me? Taking pictures of the movies you downloaded off your computer with your camera phone? Yeah, I'm awesome.
Anyways, I'm just going to narrow alot of it down into a small post this time. Because, for the past couple days I've been in a weird state-of-mind. Like, one eye is in another dimension, and the other is looking around confused. Yeah, its that weird. My brain is foggy. I don't really like this much at all. It's making me sit in my room with nothing to do. I think I might be going slightly insane? Ha, oh well.
Ight, soooo if I can remember right, a couple days after that post of that girl (bahah) I continued to live life and have fun. So lets start with this small new fact about me:
I wish I had
I also have gauged my ears. I have me some 6s in at the moment, and they are lime green and white. I love them. Although, I'm going up another size here soon when I decide to buy some new ones.
I also now have enough credits to graduate. My .3333 credits of science was taken care of, thank god. Now, I NEVER have to set foot in that stupid highschool ever again. And I am super excited about this. Hello diploma, and hello Columbus (which brings me to another topic that saddens me a bit... but I can't really do much about it..).
On an even better point: Audrey and I are friends again! Lmao. But, everyone who knows us, knew it would happen at some point or another. So go figure on that one. So, on May the 14th (after work), I drove out to McArthur to see her. By the time I got to where she was.. Trashed.
But, it was hilarious. Me being the only sober one there = me having a fun time. I told her to do a handstand, she almost did but I decided to push her over before she hurt herself. Then I told her to do a roll, and then quickly told her not too. I wanted to entertain myself, but I didn't want to see my best friend get killed. I hid the alcohol, told her she left it outside, and then sat and laughed at her. It was pretty good. But, I then decided to go all the way back home to sleep.
The next day, the plans were to take bellyvdancing classes with my mother all day. Too bad they invited me back to go four wheeling. And at the mention of those, I HAVE to go. I just can't stay away from them. I know that when I have my own place, I will own a badass 4 wheeler. And I will not share with anyone. So, we went four wheeling.. Through lots of mud. Fun times of mud in the mouth, thorn bushes, logs, sticks, bruises, bug bites, and jarring of the arm. But dude, not going to lie, it was freaking fantastic. I love those things.
Soo, I went four wheeling all day. Went airborne inside of a real fast car. And then ended the night with drinking one of my new favorite drinks. I don't remember what exactly it was, but it was some kind of red gin I think, and orange juice. Oh man, it was so good. I drank them so fast.
Which then means: I got real drunk.
And then Audrey was the one laughing at me. All I wanted to do was drive the 4 wheelers. But we had run out of gas. I was flipping out. I reallllly wanted to ride them. Its all good though. Stayed up late, listened to music, talked, watched lots of youtube videos. Then bed.
I then wake up, shower, and then go 4 wheeling again. Audrey and Brandon ended up leaving, and I stayed and learned how to ride a different 4 wheeler. Meaning, I now know how to drive a "standard" ATV. Oh man, I felt so cool. Drove that around alone. Chyea.
Too bad that by the end of the night, I felt really bad because I forgot that I had promised my little brother I would take him to see Ironman 2 :( He cried! I felt terrible....
So I promised him a ranger ride and movies later on in the week.
So blah blah blah, my week went by rather slow. With doing nothing but sitting on the computer, listening to music, watching movies, and eating subway. Oh god, I love subway. Every day of the week. Mmm.
On Monday the 17th, I chilled a bit at Cindy's house. This was the day after 4 wheeling so my hips were acting up. Meaning, every time I moved I screamed in pain. Luckily, I still have my crutches. My hips will never stop me from 4 wheeling and having fun. No way. So, with this in mind... We saw those damn dogs who killed poor poor Toby. And let me tell you, Cindy, Andy and I were on a rampage. Andy got the AR 15 out, Cindy got her dads hand gun, and I got my huge knife. When Andy couldn't see them, he sent Cindy and I out on a mission. Search and Destroy. Oh, we searched. I even found dog prints, that we followed. We followed the tracks, searched for more, looked for paths that they would have walked, followed deer trails everywhere, followed tuffs of fur on fences, listened for their barks, everything you can think of. We were dead set on finding these beasts and killing. We tracked them on foot for many hours. Until it started to get dark and we realized that the dogs had lead us in a circle... Clever dogs..
So, we had failed, but we had an awesome time doing it. Even if my hip was shot. We then get Little Caesar's pizza and watch The Prestige. Batman = Alfred? Alfred = Magician? Batman = Magician? WHAT? I was confused when Batman Alfred was telling the Prestige Alfred what to do. Considering Prestige Alfred is Batman, and is supposed to boss Alfred around. Hm.
Tuesday came by and I found out that... AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS HAVING A NEW ALBUM OUT IN JULY. AND THEY JUST HAD A NEW SONG COME OUT! EEEEEEKK! Gah. I love them so freaking much.
And I also hung out with a girl I never thought I would hang out with. My ex-boyfriends, pregnant ex-girlfriend. But, she's actually pretty cool. Even if she IS 15. Lol
I mean that in a funny way by the way.
We drove to my cabin to realize that the key I had made, was the wrong key and wouldn't unlock the door. >.< So we decided to just sit out and talk the entire time while it was raining. We waited for the rain to stop and then went to eat subway. Afterward, she showed me her adorable little pug mix named Frank. This is him playing with my keys. D'awwww :3
Then I didn't do anything on Wednesday but watch movies and sit around loosing my mind. Oh well.
But today... Oh today... Took my brother over to Cindy's to go on a ranger ride. We show up and Cindy shows us the power of a powerwashing machine. On a wooden deck. She then attempted to kill a bumblebee with it. But somehow, the bastard kept coming back. I don't know how it lived that, but he kept coming back..... We then go inside and sit for a while, when Andy tells us to come outside. And when we open the door, there sitting on the front porch, was Cindy's graduation present...
Needless to say, I was jealous as fuck... I then texted my dad with many pictures, and told him I would rather have a red one than a trip to Europe. I mean, how badass would Cindy and I look riding these things around town??? Pretty freaking badass if you ask me. Cindy on her blue one, and me on my red one. Gah, best friends forever. I really hope my parents decide to spoil me.. To bad that won't happen. I'll have to save up myself.. >.<
poor buddy has poison ivy on his cheeks ;(
It got late, and Kyle still had school the next morning. Awe, I love my little brother! <3
Also, while doodling on my skin today.. I drew this.
Its bad, but I decided that I want it as a tattoo. The deathbat. Maybe get a lyric under it. I want it soooo bad. So, it will happen someday. After my next "Seize the Day" tattoo. And possibly my next peircing. Hmm.
So much money being spent. Ehh oh well. :)
"Imagination, Life is your creation!"
-This song is playing for some odd reason on my iTunes now.... damnit.
One last thing, I have 6 days exactly until I get to see Josh. So that is 6 days until I fly alone to Kansas.... I'm kinda freaking out about that..
But I'm really freaking excited to see him damnit. :)
BUT DUDE, I WATCHED THIS. I LOVE IT.
Hell yeah, that's the old school Clash of the Titans. Don't you wish you were as cool as me? Taking pictures of the movies you downloaded off your computer with your camera phone? Yeah, I'm awesome.Anyways, I'm just going to narrow alot of it down into a small post this time. Because, for the past couple days I've been in a weird state-of-mind. Like, one eye is in another dimension, and the other is looking around confused. Yeah, its that weird. My brain is foggy. I don't really like this much at all. It's making me sit in my room with nothing to do. I think I might be going slightly insane? Ha, oh well.
Ight, soooo if I can remember right, a couple days after that post of that girl (bahah) I continued to live life and have fun. So lets start with this small new fact about me:
I wish I had
heterochromia.
Lol cause its that awesome...
I also have gauged my ears. I have me some 6s in at the moment, and they are lime green and white. I love them. Although, I'm going up another size here soon when I decide to buy some new ones.
I also now have enough credits to graduate. My .3333 credits of science was taken care of, thank god. Now, I NEVER have to set foot in that stupid highschool ever again. And I am super excited about this. Hello diploma, and hello Columbus (which brings me to another topic that saddens me a bit... but I can't really do much about it..).
On an even better point: Audrey and I are friends again! Lmao. But, everyone who knows us, knew it would happen at some point or another. So go figure on that one. So, on May the 14th (after work), I drove out to McArthur to see her. By the time I got to where she was.. Trashed.
But, it was hilarious. Me being the only sober one there = me having a fun time. I told her to do a handstand, she almost did but I decided to push her over before she hurt herself. Then I told her to do a roll, and then quickly told her not too. I wanted to entertain myself, but I didn't want to see my best friend get killed. I hid the alcohol, told her she left it outside, and then sat and laughed at her. It was pretty good. But, I then decided to go all the way back home to sleep.
The next day, the plans were to take bellyvdancing classes with my mother all day. Too bad they invited me back to go four wheeling. And at the mention of those, I HAVE to go. I just can't stay away from them. I know that when I have my own place, I will own a badass 4 wheeler. And I will not share with anyone. So, we went four wheeling.. Through lots of mud. Fun times of mud in the mouth, thorn bushes, logs, sticks, bruises, bug bites, and jarring of the arm. But dude, not going to lie, it was freaking fantastic. I love those things.
Soo, I went four wheeling all day. Went airborne inside of a real fast car. And then ended the night with drinking one of my new favorite drinks. I don't remember what exactly it was, but it was some kind of red gin I think, and orange juice. Oh man, it was so good. I drank them so fast.
Which then means: I got real drunk.
And then Audrey was the one laughing at me. All I wanted to do was drive the 4 wheelers. But we had run out of gas. I was flipping out. I reallllly wanted to ride them. Its all good though. Stayed up late, listened to music, talked, watched lots of youtube videos. Then bed.
I then wake up, shower, and then go 4 wheeling again. Audrey and Brandon ended up leaving, and I stayed and learned how to ride a different 4 wheeler. Meaning, I now know how to drive a "standard" ATV. Oh man, I felt so cool. Drove that around alone. Chyea.
Too bad that by the end of the night, I felt really bad because I forgot that I had promised my little brother I would take him to see Ironman 2 :( He cried! I felt terrible....
So I promised him a ranger ride and movies later on in the week.
So blah blah blah, my week went by rather slow. With doing nothing but sitting on the computer, listening to music, watching movies, and eating subway. Oh god, I love subway. Every day of the week. Mmm.
On Monday the 17th, I chilled a bit at Cindy's house. This was the day after 4 wheeling so my hips were acting up. Meaning, every time I moved I screamed in pain. Luckily, I still have my crutches. My hips will never stop me from 4 wheeling and having fun. No way. So, with this in mind... We saw those damn dogs who killed poor poor Toby. And let me tell you, Cindy, Andy and I were on a rampage. Andy got the AR 15 out, Cindy got her dads hand gun, and I got my huge knife. When Andy couldn't see them, he sent Cindy and I out on a mission. Search and Destroy. Oh, we searched. I even found dog prints, that we followed. We followed the tracks, searched for more, looked for paths that they would have walked, followed deer trails everywhere, followed tuffs of fur on fences, listened for their barks, everything you can think of. We were dead set on finding these beasts and killing. We tracked them on foot for many hours. Until it started to get dark and we realized that the dogs had lead us in a circle... Clever dogs..
So, we had failed, but we had an awesome time doing it. Even if my hip was shot. We then get Little Caesar's pizza and watch The Prestige. Batman = Alfred? Alfred = Magician? Batman = Magician? WHAT? I was confused when Batman Alfred was telling the Prestige Alfred what to do. Considering Prestige Alfred is Batman, and is supposed to boss Alfred around. Hm.
Tuesday came by and I found out that... AVENGED SEVENFOLD IS HAVING A NEW ALBUM OUT IN JULY. AND THEY JUST HAD A NEW SONG COME OUT! EEEEEEKK! Gah. I love them so freaking much.
And I also hung out with a girl I never thought I would hang out with. My ex-boyfriends, pregnant ex-girlfriend. But, she's actually pretty cool. Even if she IS 15. Lol
I mean that in a funny way by the way.
We drove to my cabin to realize that the key I had made, was the wrong key and wouldn't unlock the door. >.< So we decided to just sit out and talk the entire time while it was raining. We waited for the rain to stop and then went to eat subway. Afterward, she showed me her adorable little pug mix named Frank. This is him playing with my keys. D'awwww :3
Then I didn't do anything on Wednesday but watch movies and sit around loosing my mind. Oh well.
But today... Oh today... Took my brother over to Cindy's to go on a ranger ride. We show up and Cindy shows us the power of a powerwashing machine. On a wooden deck. She then attempted to kill a bumblebee with it. But somehow, the bastard kept coming back. I don't know how it lived that, but he kept coming back..... We then go inside and sit for a while, when Andy tells us to come outside. And when we open the door, there sitting on the front porch, was Cindy's graduation present...
Needless to say, I was jealous as fuck... I then texted my dad with many pictures, and told him I would rather have a red one than a trip to Europe. I mean, how badass would Cindy and I look riding these things around town??? Pretty freaking badass if you ask me. Cindy on her blue one, and me on my red one. Gah, best friends forever. I really hope my parents decide to spoil me.. To bad that won't happen. I'll have to save up myself.. >.<
poor buddy has poison ivy on his cheeks ;(
It got late, and Kyle still had school the next morning. Awe, I love my little brother! <3
Also, while doodling on my skin today.. I drew this.
Its bad, but I decided that I want it as a tattoo. The deathbat. Maybe get a lyric under it. I want it soooo bad. So, it will happen someday. After my next "Seize the Day" tattoo. And possibly my next peircing. Hmm.
So much money being spent. Ehh oh well. :)
"Imagination, Life is your creation!"
-This song is playing for some odd reason on my iTunes now.... damnit.
One last thing, I have 6 days exactly until I get to see Josh. So that is 6 days until I fly alone to Kansas.... I'm kinda freaking out about that..
But I'm really freaking excited to see him damnit. :)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Burning Heretics
I wonder how many times in life I can repeat the words, "I hate this town."
I know that I might have set a record for it, because I'm pretty sure I started saying that in, lets see...... Middle school? Yeah, that sounds about right.
I would like to show you one reason why I hate this town. This is a girl, whom I'm guessing really has no life. And sits and wallows in her own self pity. I have blocked her from Facebook AND Myspace. You would think that a girl would get a hint since she "can't believe" that I'm 18 and she "is smarter" than me. Even though I am graduating high school as a sophomore in college with a communications major, a job, and a happy happy life. I told her to think whatever she wanted...
After a long period of time without talking to her, I completely forgot about her. I don't talk to anyone she is associated with. I really don't care about her existence on this planet. And yet, after months of not "speaking" she decides (since she can't talk to me on her myspace or facebook) to get on her friend's boyfriend's myspace to find me and send me this comment...
"You are a stupid fucking cunt, who needs to die of an STD! You should go kill your self because you fuck other peoples boyfriends! Go jump off a bridge Please and Thank you bitch...
I know that I might have set a record for it, because I'm pretty sure I started saying that in, lets see...... Middle school? Yeah, that sounds about right.
I would like to show you one reason why I hate this town. This is a girl, whom I'm guessing really has no life. And sits and wallows in her own self pity. I have blocked her from Facebook AND Myspace. You would think that a girl would get a hint since she "can't believe" that I'm 18 and she "is smarter" than me. Even though I am graduating high school as a sophomore in college with a communications major, a job, and a happy happy life. I told her to think whatever she wanted...
After a long period of time without talking to her, I completely forgot about her. I don't talk to anyone she is associated with. I really don't care about her existence on this planet. And yet, after months of not "speaking" she decides (since she can't talk to me on her myspace or facebook) to get on her friend's boyfriend's myspace to find me and send me this comment...
"You are a stupid fucking cunt, who needs to die of an STD! You should go kill your self because you fuck other peoples boyfriends! Go jump off a bridge Please and Thank you bitch...
You ever wanna meet feel free to text me or stop by my place bc u know where it it!
I'm sure you know who this it lmao.."
I'm hoping she is drunk, so I don't have to correct her spelling and whatnot. But then again, it seems like her grammar is the same as it always is... Terrible. So, I'm not stooping down to her level to cuss her out or anything of the sort. I would much rather just post this to let people know more reasons why I don't want to Walk in graduation with the rest of my class, and why I don't like this small town.
(and let me add, this is a public comment on my Myspace. So, it does not include any of the messages on Facebook, Myspace, or texts that I have received on my phone.)
It is really, really pathetic. And I would just like to point that out.
So keep the hate mail coming, because the most it does is make me feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for you because you had to grow up in a shitty household in the middle of a town of hicks. It got to your head, and now it has given you the disease of "Loganite-ism". It is a mental disease that doctors cannot fix. It will probably make you stay in this town for the rest of your godforsaken life. And THAT is why I feel sorry for you. You will never make a name for yourself. You will never go anywhere in life. So, good luck with everything, and I really hope you will just leave me alone already. Please and Thanks =]
I'm hoping she is drunk, so I don't have to correct her spelling and whatnot. But then again, it seems like her grammar is the same as it always is... Terrible. So, I'm not stooping down to her level to cuss her out or anything of the sort. I would much rather just post this to let people know more reasons why I don't want to Walk in graduation with the rest of my class, and why I don't like this small town.
(and let me add, this is a public comment on my Myspace. So, it does not include any of the messages on Facebook, Myspace, or texts that I have received on my phone.)
It is really, really pathetic. And I would just like to point that out.
So keep the hate mail coming, because the most it does is make me feel sorry for you. I feel sorry for you because you had to grow up in a shitty household in the middle of a town of hicks. It got to your head, and now it has given you the disease of "Loganite-ism". It is a mental disease that doctors cannot fix. It will probably make you stay in this town for the rest of your godforsaken life. And THAT is why I feel sorry for you. You will never make a name for yourself. You will never go anywhere in life. So, good luck with everything, and I really hope you will just leave me alone already. Please and Thanks =]
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
New Born
So, in recent days, the amazing Kacey has been in a very different kind of mood. Always happy. I mean, she has an fun job with nice people. She has amazing friends. An awesome boyfriend. A planned trip coming up. And money to spend! Yes!
Between saving up for her trip, and saving up for her new upcoming tattoo, she still has some money to spend (if she has gas in her car).
And so, to try something crazy new, she spent her money.
Now everyone who knows her, knows that she loves to do new things to her hair.
She has had parts of her hair blonde, green, blue, teal, pink, and purple. Her head was orange in 7th grade. Burgandy in 8th grade. Almost black in 9th. And has many amazing hair styles. Kacey always knows how to make her hair look pretty awesome. She likes the fact that her hair salon knows her as the bold unique girl who loves change. Well, just yesterday she did something very bold. Something she has never done before...
She turned into a blonde. And she likes it very much. So does her mother, best friend, friends, and boyfriend.
So starts the blonde jokes, but then again... Blondes do have more fun ;)
So be prepared for a Crazy Kacey running around on the loose this summer. She could be anywhere.
Keep your eyes open for that crazy hair.
Between saving up for her trip, and saving up for her new upcoming tattoo, she still has some money to spend (if she has gas in her car).
And so, to try something crazy new, she spent her money.
Now everyone who knows her, knows that she loves to do new things to her hair.
She has had parts of her hair blonde, green, blue, teal, pink, and purple. Her head was orange in 7th grade. Burgandy in 8th grade. Almost black in 9th. And has many amazing hair styles. Kacey always knows how to make her hair look pretty awesome. She likes the fact that her hair salon knows her as the bold unique girl who loves change. Well, just yesterday she did something very bold. Something she has never done before...
She turned into a blonde. And she likes it very much. So does her mother, best friend, friends, and boyfriend.
So starts the blonde jokes, but then again... Blondes do have more fun ;)
So be prepared for a Crazy Kacey running around on the loose this summer. She could be anywhere.
Keep your eyes open for that crazy hair.
Monday, May 3, 2010
M. I. A.
A moment of silence please for one of the best cats in the world to ever live. Toby, our dear friend who lived at the house of the Horns, has passed away. Not willingly, might I add. He was murdered..
Murdered by a team of 2 boxers running loose in the woods near the Horn residence.
Lets just say, Toby will not have died in vain. He will be avenged. If the local dog warden won't do anything about it, then Cindy and I will. With her AR-15. And it will be very, very messy.
I have a feeling this will happen, mainly because Cindy and I drove around and asked neighbors if they have seen these dog menaces. And indeed they have. They tried to attack a young baby girl. And they pinned up an old man against a garage. He had to beat them with a a shovel for them to go away. They have also taken the life of another pet cat. So, it will more than likely be up to Cindy and I to get rid of these dogs.
We did find a place that looked rather suspicious for owning the dogs. We pulled up to a white trailer trash trailer home. Garbage all over the front porch, disgustingly dirty house, and -go figure- 15 dogs running around in the worst conditions. Some looked starved, some looked pregnant, and they just looked miserable. We pulled up and 5 dogs must have come out of the bush, just looking for help. 8 of them were locked in a fenced in area, and they were all dirty as hell. And at this moment in time, I really wanted to re-live my childhood fantasy and turn into an Animal Cop. And be just like Annemarie Lucas. She used to be my hero, until some more recent news that I have just found out. But, she was still a good role-model for me, and I seriously wanted to be an Animal Cop, just so I could put people in jail for being disgusting trashy people who didn't take care of their pets. Seriously! Why have pets if you can't take care of them? It's cruel and inhumane, and people should be punished for such stupidity.
Anyways, Cindy and I have yet to start the tree house that we said we would build, but there is yet another place to sit and wait. It's an actual hunting place too. So, its perfect. We already took the liberty of cooking up bacon on the grill to attract them. We have failed in the attempt, but we will continue our search.
No matter what, Toby will be avenged. He can count on it. We won't let this go on any longer. Something needs to happen.
I loved that damn cat. And so did Cindy. Do you know how horrible it is to see your best friend break down into a frenzy of tears, screaming, and madness? And not being able to do much about it? It's scary. My dog even ran away in fear when she heard the cries of a mourning Cindy. My best advice if you were to ever come across this, don't be in close range or something might be thrown in your direction. Not that this happened, but it could be a possibility. I mean, if something were to happen to one of my animals, I'm sure it would be the same situation for me. Although, I would be even more upset, because I don't have a gun to kill those bastards with. So, send your condolences to my Sister and my second parents.
Don't worry Toby. We will finish it.
And now, another moment of peace for Toby.. We all loved you dearly.
Here are some pictures of him I had on my phone. I realized that he has more pictures on my phone than my own animals do..
Here he is cuddling on the insides of my legs.
And here he is on his favorite chair in the living room..
Cuddling with me yet again...
Yet again, his favorite chair.
Second favorite chair, in Andy's office. Where he watches Kitty porn..
And my favorite, cuddling along side me.
R.I.P. Toby ;(
Murdered by a team of 2 boxers running loose in the woods near the Horn residence.
Lets just say, Toby will not have died in vain. He will be avenged. If the local dog warden won't do anything about it, then Cindy and I will. With her AR-15. And it will be very, very messy.
I have a feeling this will happen, mainly because Cindy and I drove around and asked neighbors if they have seen these dog menaces. And indeed they have. They tried to attack a young baby girl. And they pinned up an old man against a garage. He had to beat them with a a shovel for them to go away. They have also taken the life of another pet cat. So, it will more than likely be up to Cindy and I to get rid of these dogs.
We did find a place that looked rather suspicious for owning the dogs. We pulled up to a white trailer trash trailer home. Garbage all over the front porch, disgustingly dirty house, and -go figure- 15 dogs running around in the worst conditions. Some looked starved, some looked pregnant, and they just looked miserable. We pulled up and 5 dogs must have come out of the bush, just looking for help. 8 of them were locked in a fenced in area, and they were all dirty as hell. And at this moment in time, I really wanted to re-live my childhood fantasy and turn into an Animal Cop. And be just like Annemarie Lucas. She used to be my hero, until some more recent news that I have just found out. But, she was still a good role-model for me, and I seriously wanted to be an Animal Cop, just so I could put people in jail for being disgusting trashy people who didn't take care of their pets. Seriously! Why have pets if you can't take care of them? It's cruel and inhumane, and people should be punished for such stupidity.
Anyways, Cindy and I have yet to start the tree house that we said we would build, but there is yet another place to sit and wait. It's an actual hunting place too. So, its perfect. We already took the liberty of cooking up bacon on the grill to attract them. We have failed in the attempt, but we will continue our search.
No matter what, Toby will be avenged. He can count on it. We won't let this go on any longer. Something needs to happen.
I loved that damn cat. And so did Cindy. Do you know how horrible it is to see your best friend break down into a frenzy of tears, screaming, and madness? And not being able to do much about it? It's scary. My dog even ran away in fear when she heard the cries of a mourning Cindy. My best advice if you were to ever come across this, don't be in close range or something might be thrown in your direction. Not that this happened, but it could be a possibility. I mean, if something were to happen to one of my animals, I'm sure it would be the same situation for me. Although, I would be even more upset, because I don't have a gun to kill those bastards with. So, send your condolences to my Sister and my second parents.
Don't worry Toby. We will finish it.
And now, another moment of peace for Toby.. We all loved you dearly.
Here are some pictures of him I had on my phone. I realized that he has more pictures on my phone than my own animals do..
Here he is cuddling on the insides of my legs.
And here he is on his favorite chair in the living room..
Cuddling with me yet again...
Yet again, his favorite chair.
Second favorite chair, in Andy's office. Where he watches Kitty porn..
And my favorite, cuddling along side me.
R.I.P. Toby ;(
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Puttin' on the Ritz
Alright, so I don't know exactly where to start. My life is still good, but going by rather slowly. Mainly cause I can't wait until next month, but also because having a part time job, and only one class this quarter, means I have a lot of extra time on my hands. But I spend it well. I've been staying at Cindy's house for the past week. She'll be in school, and I'll still be sleeping in her bed. Plus, many many many awesome ranger rides, cause its that season again. Thank god. It's fun.
We like to whack trees with wiffleball bats.
So, besides school and work. I've been doing nothing but laying around and playing WoW. Yes. Wow is back in my life. And guess who I got to play it with me? Even though he hates it with a passion? hahahahha It's cute though. Cause we do this..
Aweee :). Anyways, I'm not a resto druid anymore, I'm feral now. Butt I will be changing back to resto soon. Cause I liked it better. :) My cow still looks badass though...
So with WoW in my life, my appetite has been very weird. Aka, Pizza lunchables and shells and cheese is always what I want to eat. And with those pizza lunchables come, BLUE AIRHEADS!
The weekend of the 9th and 10th of this month, was one of the best weekends of my life. Sorta.
On the 9th, we threw a party at Cindy's place where we invited girls from dublin, those one guys we like to drink with from Athens, Queef (Keith) from Columbus, and of course Cindy and the amazing Me. All in all it was a good night full of many different shenanigans. Like, lots of beer pong, ranger rides, bonfire, and many many many funny jokes that apparently only I heard. Lol Queef <3 He's funny. There were some ups and downs of this party though. A down, would be the fact that I took this picture for instance....
And I'm posting this on here, so that next time I decide to post a blog, I remember how trashy I look and will want to never smoke while drunk again.
I just want to say that I'M NOT ADDICTED TO SMOKING. Cause I think its really gross, but like we all know, we aren't exactly ourselves when we drink. So yeah, this gross picture is out for the public to see, and it will help me later in life. In my opinion hopefully.
Even though there were a couple downs of the night, it was still a pretty fucking awesome night.
The next day I went to work with a woozy sensation in my head. But by the end of the night, I got over it because I went straight back to Cindy's house and we did it all over again. Only this time it was Keith and his friend Josh. Where, yet again, we drank and went on ranger rides and played games up at the lodge. Twister is the BEST game to play with alcohol in your system, I fully recommend it.
The next week went by slowly, kinda boring, don't remember much. All up until Friday where I hung out with my friend Heath. I remember him as being the guy who I went fishing with once, and he had thrown chicken guts in my hair. Lol But anyways, we hung out in Lancaster, went to Texas Roadhouse, raced some people in his car and did about a million burnouts. He then introduced me to Sparks drinks and I fell in love. All in all, it was a really fun night of lots of laughs.
The next morning (Saturday), I woke up early to get ready for work at 12. After being up all night, it was kinda crazy. I was so tired. So I had to rush to get there. I get there, and my boss gave me a weird face and said, "Didn't any one tell you? Your hours were cut today.." Awesome. So I bought a sweet ass shirt, and decided to also buy some gauges so that I can yet again try to gauge my ears out! Yay! So I went home, played some WoW, and then went to sleep for 4 more hours.
I then woke up and went to a bonfire at Tom's place. And even though I went home later that night, it was an awesome party. I had fun even though I was being picked on the entire night. Lol I made friends with a big nerd and we talked about WoW and I laughed at how drunk he was. I was reunited with my rum, but didn't feel like drinking much. And to all to those who end up reading this, no, I wasn't drunk. I was just acting like it to see the reaction of some people. And I got the reactions I knew I would get. Which is funny. So basically, I toyed with some people. And got humor out of it. But I made friends, and I realized that even though I might not see them much, they have an impact on my life. :) So thank you my friends <3 This weekend is a Chronicles concert, and I'm really excited to go. I talked with my good friend Tom, and he wants me to be the full time Merch Girl! :D Of course, that would be awesome. I just have work till 6 and have no clue where I'm going. So let us hope that I can find someone to cover for me.. But so far, I can't find anyone :( My job is awesome, but I need more phone numberssss. I also just helped Cindy fill out all her graduation party cards. And it keeps hitting me in the face that I'm not going through this process. I have people telling me that its not a big deal, and I have people telling me I will regret it. I guess there will be slight regret for not walking, but I can always have a graduation party later on. I mean, I don't have many friends at the high school, I don't know anyone, I haven't been there for 2 years. And plus, I'll be spending that weekend in Kansas. So I will be having so much more fun than being around people who are crying and depressing. I might have a little regret later on, but I'll be with someone who means something to me. I'll be celebrating my graduation out of state. Like a mini senior trip. Plus, I only have 2 more years of college till I graduate college with a 4 year degree. So I can go through the graduation process at a school I actually like, in a town I actually like, with people - that I actually like. That means more to me than a silly high school graduation. So yeah, those are my thoughts on that whole scenario. And I may as well put it, I'm getting another tattoo. Hopefully I'll have enough for it next month when I go to Kansas. I already have $40 put away for it so lets hope that when my next paycheck comes, it will keep adding on to my saved envelopes. All together I have $80 for next months trip! Go me! And its locked away in a safe box in my room so if I had to get it out, I would have to go through a terrible process of getting the key, pulling the box down, and getting it out of the envelopes. And Imma just say it, I'm reaaaal lazy. So that's not going to happen until I actually care to get the money out. :) So anyways, like at the beginning of this post, it says that Seize the Day is my favorite song and Avenged Sevenfold is my favorite band. This has been written down and told since 8th grade. I know how many seconds the seize the day song is. Pretty sure I love it with all my heart. Its a good motto too, "Seize the day or die regretting the time you've lost" That motto, will be tattooed on my body. Preferably on my back. With music notes. I have many ideas. But I know for sure, that is definitely what I want next. I can't wait. And so, I have nothing else to write about. Except for the fact that I'm super happy with my life, and the people in it. Even if its running kind of slow, these are the years you need to cherish. And oh, I've been cherishing it. I'm so glad I have the friends I do. Cindy, you are my best friend <3 Mother, I love you. Brothers, You may get on my nerves every once in a while, but you guys are great. :) Josh, I'll see you in 35 days. Can't wait <33 Tom, I'm not a meanie. >:( But you are awesome :)
Savannah, I miss you.
Audrey, You are still my friend even though we go through these things /---\___/---\___ (highs and lows)
And to everyone else, :)
We like to whack trees with wiffleball bats.So, besides school and work. I've been doing nothing but laying around and playing WoW. Yes. Wow is back in my life. And guess who I got to play it with me? Even though he hates it with a passion? hahahahha It's cute though. Cause we do this..
Aweee :). Anyways, I'm not a resto druid anymore, I'm feral now. Butt I will be changing back to resto soon. Cause I liked it better. :) My cow still looks badass though...
So with WoW in my life, my appetite has been very weird. Aka, Pizza lunchables and shells and cheese is always what I want to eat. And with those pizza lunchables come, BLUE AIRHEADS!
The weekend of the 9th and 10th of this month, was one of the best weekends of my life. Sorta.
On the 9th, we threw a party at Cindy's place where we invited girls from dublin, those one guys we like to drink with from Athens, Queef (Keith) from Columbus, and of course Cindy and the amazing Me. All in all it was a good night full of many different shenanigans. Like, lots of beer pong, ranger rides, bonfire, and many many many funny jokes that apparently only I heard. Lol Queef <3 He's funny. There were some ups and downs of this party though. A down, would be the fact that I took this picture for instance....
And I'm posting this on here, so that next time I decide to post a blog, I remember how trashy I look and will want to never smoke while drunk again.I just want to say that I'M NOT ADDICTED TO SMOKING. Cause I think its really gross, but like we all know, we aren't exactly ourselves when we drink. So yeah, this gross picture is out for the public to see, and it will help me later in life. In my opinion hopefully.
Even though there were a couple downs of the night, it was still a pretty fucking awesome night.
The next day I went to work with a woozy sensation in my head. But by the end of the night, I got over it because I went straight back to Cindy's house and we did it all over again. Only this time it was Keith and his friend Josh. Where, yet again, we drank and went on ranger rides and played games up at the lodge. Twister is the BEST game to play with alcohol in your system, I fully recommend it.
The next week went by slowly, kinda boring, don't remember much. All up until Friday where I hung out with my friend Heath. I remember him as being the guy who I went fishing with once, and he had thrown chicken guts in my hair. Lol But anyways, we hung out in Lancaster, went to Texas Roadhouse, raced some people in his car and did about a million burnouts. He then introduced me to Sparks drinks and I fell in love. All in all, it was a really fun night of lots of laughs.
The next morning (Saturday), I woke up early to get ready for work at 12. After being up all night, it was kinda crazy. I was so tired. So I had to rush to get there. I get there, and my boss gave me a weird face and said, "Didn't any one tell you? Your hours were cut today.." Awesome. So I bought a sweet ass shirt, and decided to also buy some gauges so that I can yet again try to gauge my ears out! Yay! So I went home, played some WoW, and then went to sleep for 4 more hours.
I then woke up and went to a bonfire at Tom's place. And even though I went home later that night, it was an awesome party. I had fun even though I was being picked on the entire night. Lol I made friends with a big nerd and we talked about WoW and I laughed at how drunk he was. I was reunited with my rum, but didn't feel like drinking much. And to all to those who end up reading this, no, I wasn't drunk. I was just acting like it to see the reaction of some people. And I got the reactions I knew I would get. Which is funny. So basically, I toyed with some people. And got humor out of it. But I made friends, and I realized that even though I might not see them much, they have an impact on my life. :) So thank you my friends <3 This weekend is a Chronicles concert, and I'm really excited to go. I talked with my good friend Tom, and he wants me to be the full time Merch Girl! :D Of course, that would be awesome. I just have work till 6 and have no clue where I'm going. So let us hope that I can find someone to cover for me.. But so far, I can't find anyone :( My job is awesome, but I need more phone numberssss. I also just helped Cindy fill out all her graduation party cards. And it keeps hitting me in the face that I'm not going through this process. I have people telling me that its not a big deal, and I have people telling me I will regret it. I guess there will be slight regret for not walking, but I can always have a graduation party later on. I mean, I don't have many friends at the high school, I don't know anyone, I haven't been there for 2 years. And plus, I'll be spending that weekend in Kansas. So I will be having so much more fun than being around people who are crying and depressing. I might have a little regret later on, but I'll be with someone who means something to me. I'll be celebrating my graduation out of state. Like a mini senior trip. Plus, I only have 2 more years of college till I graduate college with a 4 year degree. So I can go through the graduation process at a school I actually like, in a town I actually like, with people - that I actually like. That means more to me than a silly high school graduation. So yeah, those are my thoughts on that whole scenario. And I may as well put it, I'm getting another tattoo. Hopefully I'll have enough for it next month when I go to Kansas. I already have $40 put away for it so lets hope that when my next paycheck comes, it will keep adding on to my saved envelopes. All together I have $80 for next months trip! Go me! And its locked away in a safe box in my room so if I had to get it out, I would have to go through a terrible process of getting the key, pulling the box down, and getting it out of the envelopes. And Imma just say it, I'm reaaaal lazy. So that's not going to happen until I actually care to get the money out. :) So anyways, like at the beginning of this post, it says that Seize the Day is my favorite song and Avenged Sevenfold is my favorite band. This has been written down and told since 8th grade. I know how many seconds the seize the day song is. Pretty sure I love it with all my heart. Its a good motto too, "Seize the day or die regretting the time you've lost" That motto, will be tattooed on my body. Preferably on my back. With music notes. I have many ideas. But I know for sure, that is definitely what I want next. I can't wait. And so, I have nothing else to write about. Except for the fact that I'm super happy with my life, and the people in it. Even if its running kind of slow, these are the years you need to cherish. And oh, I've been cherishing it. I'm so glad I have the friends I do. Cindy, you are my best friend <3 Mother, I love you. Brothers, You may get on my nerves every once in a while, but you guys are great. :) Josh, I'll see you in 35 days. Can't wait <33 Tom, I'm not a meanie. >:( But you are awesome :)
Savannah, I miss you.
Audrey, You are still my friend even though we go through these things /---\___/---\___ (highs and lows)
And to everyone else, :)
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